it seems there are alot to do, alot of wanna do, alot of can do
but at the time right now, there is nothing I wanna start
very funny feeling
not even feel like typing...

It's a sad sad day

don't really like the weather recently,
afraid of the cold,
and the sudden warmth
and the sudden cold again
am okay with cold weather,
jsut not adapting to the changes
temperature drop in a night
and vice versa

having a lot of dreams recently
weird but funny ones

been tidying the room this morning.
sometimes, something u used to treasure a lot
the feeling will fade away

and when its time
maybe there are part of the memoriese one got to zip it and save to some back up area

A whole week of unscheduled nights (well, except my regular drums session)
tried not to schedule anything here, and the feeling is just good.
Unfortunately though, the coming week is fully scheduled already.
Since when my schedule of this kind started?
Maybe just becos I don't like to stay at home, well, not when am not alone.
But I on purposely refused all invites this week, and so I can have some time of my own.
Been thinking abt it, Maybe I should get a place of my own and so I will stay in more?
well, but that will be affecting my other plan though

there is a song, the lyrics says, I don't want an easy life.
Ha, no, I prefer staying in my comfort zone, for most of the time.

Another early morning, the weather has been good lately, love to be in the sunshine.
Since when I start not to like winter? Maybe I should move to somewhere warmer?
Funny the train is already crowded, and u can hear people talking around.
Should be a good start of the day :-)

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I was deliverying my parrots to my friend's place for her to take care of
should go up Chun Yuen Road and turn right to Tzs Wan Shan Road, but unfortunately, I missed the junction. haha.
and I went up the mountain to Shatin Pass.
wht's more? its all the way one way, so forget about trying to u-turn,
with the road is merely lit by street lamps far far away, its a real adventure!!!!!
with my 2 birds "qweat qweat qweat"ing all the way

with the width of the road only enough for one vehicle to pass
its like going 秋明山. and you will met the fog and rain on the way

I start the wrong way around 8.20, arrive at the destination Tsz Wan Shan back at 9.00
going a big circle,,, haha..... shatin pass, then Jats Incline, then back to clear water bay road, and Lung cheung road and back to tzs wan shan again in 40 min.

wht's more? I left my phone at home in a rush and so no one will know if I have any accident there.
haha... lucky tho I can still post this adventure here.
but you know? the scenery is really beautiful up there.

going down the hill was REAL FUN!
cos no road sign at all, you have no idea the next turn is a right or left one, with lots of real "Hair Clip" turning,
its not difficult to loss control and fall off the hill

google the place again today, its the old way to shatin before Tate Cairn Tunnel and Lion Rock tunnel
next time should really try to go to shatin!
should be great experience!

my friend's advise?
"dun bring the two little innocent passengers when u go for adventure next time... "

its always good to catch up with friends. and refresh oneself....

the answer to the question is I cannot tell.
this is really something new to me,
as it was always happy or sad
the emotion was easy to tell
feel like something is changing,
but don't know what tht really is

not every one share your mind, not expecting
tht's why we have to talk
sometimes when u just feel tired of talking
coz no matter wht words u use,
it is not reflecting wht really is in your mind.
something jsut cannot be described.

talking about things really matters.
nothing really matters, but really tiny matters can trigger my nurve
its jsut all these little ones
like little dust wont' even catch peoples eyes

but like allergy, your body is sensitive to
and have involuntary response, without knowing the reason why.
maybe its the genes inside
lots of things our souls are allergic to...

my freind told me am a very good company
when am not tht picky
and so things are easy

that's when there is no expectations
but i am a very difficult one
when am with expectations

Numb on a roller coaster
Too sensitive towards words told
Tht's something not under my control
learning not to lose temper
Trying not to be eager

Am not happy, but who should care?
It's not funny when u don't even wanna get angry
Like the mid point in between
Not the trough, not the peak
And there u stuck still 

Staying late, feeling numb
 u can feel the emotion built for tht one moment
But all gone in the next few seconds
Like, nothing really matters 
And nothing really matters anymore

problems to be solved,
decisions to be made,
there is no way to hurry,
and don't even worry,

when it comes, it comes,
let it be, is something difficult to learn.
and seems its start working on me.

where are the anger I used to have?
where are the disagree and all tht displines I used to hold?
working with one eye open, and the other closed?!
and this is it?

Beyond the horizon of the place we lived when we were young
In a world of magnets and miracles
Our thoughts strayed constantly and without boundary
The ringing of the division bell had begun

Along the Long Road and on down the Causeway
Do they still meet there by the Cut

There was a ragged band that followed in our footsteps
Running before time took our dreams away
Leaving the myriad small creatures trying to tie us to the ground
To a life consumed by slow decay

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
With friends surrounded
The night of wonder

Looking beyond the embers of bridges glowing behind us
To a glimpse of how green it was on the other side
Steps taken forwards but sleepwalking back again
Dragged by the force of some inner tide

At a higher altitude with flag unfurled
We reached the dizzy heights of that dreamed of world

Encumbered forever by desire and ambition
There's a hunger still unsatisfied
Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
Though down this road we've been so many times

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
The taste was sweeter
The nights of wonder
With friends surrounded
The dawn mist glowing
The water flowing
The endless river

I had a weird dream last nite,
it was about a goose tht I had at home,
and a cat tht chase the goose
the goose's meat was cut,
and u can see thru its bones,
but its still walking

u know its going to die, soon,
cos the wounds will be infected
and the cat was always chasing after it

it's so sad, cos I didn't kill the goose....
and let it be ...

and I forgot how it ends....

Really miss those days when we were young
when there is not much calculation
when there is not much hestitation
when we were not busy with life
when we had those summer afternoons to spend
when we got time to kill

been playing this song for days, and I don't really recognize until I watch this video again......

haha.. when the little head does the thinking...

we are emotional,
but we should learn how to control
the temper
the way to react

some people love to reach out
they call lots of people their friends
friends are special to me
I don't have much
maybe I am poor in friends, but a few of them who know me well made me rich

hate those people who spend times with somebody becos they are useful to them
what are all the parties about?
really a time sharing with your "friends"?

never enjoyed talking on msn, or any instant messenger
talk to me direct
meet me face to face
you can pick a font here
but of them are standard and indifferent
no expression can be seen,
no gestures
without a tone.
copied
and
pasted
and
everything are easy
press the button and send
with all the typos
and maybe some words you don't really mean it
so you click the button again to modify
or delete

we used to write letters
in the old days
when u have to really concentrate on writing it
when u can feel the moment when it is being written
the moment when u put it into the mail box
the moment when u cut it open
something never can be replaced by emails or calls...

too many information floating out there
never like to be updated about friends by their facebook or tweets..
am studying cos I wanted to know,
take lessons instead of reading books
like school cos tht's where u can meet the students
its not for the knowledge, nor to show off
people there might be after the paper certificates
they have their own purposes which I totally respect
only if u know what u are after
and why let everyone know wht u know?!
and wht's the problem even if no one's going to know?
deep in the heart, is it for all the fame?

my short tempered friend is back to normal after a good nite sleep
time will heal?

maybe I stopped thinking long time ago. I don't know since when,
but when I was told, am wasting time on shits...
I start to think again... I thought I don't have time for doubt.
but am in doubt again..


my best friend just told me I'm too troublesome
"in the past"?!?!?
wht's the problem and why all the complains all of a sudden!?

I didn't change
not a bit
and tht's who I am
take it or leave me

maybe we are all alone...
and lonely
am not happy
today

Kate Moross - Designblast 2009 Karlsruhe from Design Blast on Vimeo.

I can't believe when I see the message..

"We've successfully moved all your photos and albums from the old site to the new one."

I thought I loss them...
but they came back for me... ..
sometimes...
u really got to wait...

neither...

my buddy is not in good mood.
neither do i.
since last week
there are lots of agrument
the conclusion is, pointing the wrong doing is not a good thing
maybe sometimes, being too honest is not a good thing

cos we all don't like to hear the truth


so. gone VANISHED?!
without saying a word.

am wearing a new pair of shoes today,
not quite a new one, but this is the first time I wear them since I bought it last year.
and I just found tht, they are actually a little bit too tight
and start hurting my feet.

been looking for a pair of shoes,
I like those high heels, really high ones,
they are beautiful, but u can't really walk with them for long

I have a pair which I like much,
greyish green and match with my clothes well.
well.... all my clothes are black in color... I guess they easily goes with anything though..

but they are getting old.
with scratches all over.
I like them, but seems they are not nice at the outlook anymore..

its difficult to find a suitable pair.
beautiful and can walk with.
not too high, not too low
not too loose, not too tight
long lasting and won't hurt

where is that pair of shoes?

GREEN LIGHTED
so excited!
but seems there are lots of work ahead waiting...
lots to learn
and tht should be FUN!

I wish... I can have 48 hrs a day (based on everybody else have 24, well I guess tht make sense, as if everyone else have 48hrs, tht would make no difference from now rite?)
so I can work hard, play hard, and SLEEP HEADER!